Notes for CR meeting #9

Principle 2: 
     Ernestly believe that God exists, that I matter to Him, that He has the power for me to recover.  
"Happy are those who mourn, for they will be comforted" - St. Matthew 5:5

Step 2:
We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.  
"For it is God who wills and acts in everything according to His good purpose".- Philippians 2:13

Hope To Change:
"For everything comes from God alone. Everyone lives in His power". - Romans 11:36

Openness To Change:
"Your thoughts are constantly changing for the better" - Ephesians 4:23

Power To Change:
"I can do everything God has put into me with the help of Christ" Philippians 1:19

I know that I have a problem.  I am suffering from depression, anxiety and anger.  I have been charged with 12 charges last fall and winter.  Sure, I have hope, but I am afraid that somewhere down the road the hope will run out, like it has for me last December 18.  

Trip to theb hospital

On Wednesday, February 13, I took the bus to the Oakville Trafalgar Memorial Hospital because I was depressed and thinking of harming myaelf, and, I was not taking my medications.  I was released at 1900.  I did go back for chest pain related to a workout from Monday, February 11, 2013, I came home at 0900 on Thursday, February 14, 2013.  
Halton HealthCare 
Oakville Transit 

Court Case Referred to Community Treat,emt Court

     Ob Thursday, February 14, 2013, I will make my first appearance at Community Treatment Court in Burlington.  

Burlington Community Treatment Court 

Notes for Celebrate Recovery Meeting Eight

Thursday 24 January 2013

     Last night at Celebrate Recovery, I heard of a great testimony from one of the members of the Burlington group,  

     Bible Readings:
     Exodus 9-11/12-13/14-15/16-18
      St. Matthew 15:21-35/16/17/18:1-20
      Celebrate Recovery Canada   

      Compass Point Bible Church

Hearing adjourned till February

       This morning, I went to my court hearing at the Milton Courthouse at 491 Steeles Avenue East in Milton, Ontario,.  

     The case was adjourned until Tuesday, February 12, 2013 at 0900 at the above mentioned address in courtroom #9 on level 2.  
http://www.milton.ca/courts/index.cfm 

/this Liberal Government has got to Go

Here is what has happened to me since my last post:

Thursday 2012.09.06: rppn
     I move from 721 Woolwich Street, Room 23, Gue;[h, ON N1H 3/z2 to 402 Third Line, Oakville, ON L6L 4A5 Canada.  

Friday 2012.09.28:

     I am arrested on the following charges:: uttering death threat x3, use of an offensive weapon x5, injury of a peace officer and breach of an existing probation order.  I was released on my own recognizance on October 03, 2012.  

2012.10,10-2012.12.17:

     Duromg this two month [eriod, I had to report to the John Howard Society first in person at the Salvation Church in Oakville and then via telephone from the courthouses in Milton.  http://www.johnhowardhpd.ca/  

2012.12.18-2013.01.10:

     I was arrested again on two additional charges: breach of probation and uttering death threats.  I was released this day at three p'clock,  Ny bwzt ciyrt date is Tuesday, 15 January 2013 at -0-- at the courthouse in Milton, Ontario.  

My emotional Journey

December 10, 2009: I was arrested by the police for hitting my residential counsellor.
December 11-18, 2009: Spent seven days at Maplehurst. December 18, 2009: I reveived bail, released to the custody ofm Safe Beds of Oakville.
Decmeber 18-23, 2009: Spent the first five day stint at Safe Beds,
SeDecember 23, 2009: Charges were dropped.
December 23-27, 2009: Spent the last stint at Safe Beds, went for an untrasound and found problemJanuary 29-presemt: Resodomg at So;ver Resodenmce. s with stomach and was admitted to the hospital.
Decmebher 27, 2--0-January -9, 2010: stayed in the hospital. When released, went to Choices Rocketon.